1Co 2:3 And I was with you in weakness, and in fear, and in much trembling. 4 And my speech and my preaching was not with enticing words of man’s wisdom, but in demonstration of the Spirit and of power: 5 That your faith should not stand in the wisdom of men, but in the power of God.
When we think of the Apostle Paul, we often think of a man who presented his message powerfully and had everything under control, when in fact that is just the opposite of how it was. He was a man of small stature, and his appearance was marred because of a physical ailment. To see him you would not think that he was significant or mighty and would not intimidate you in any way.
He did not even suggest that was the answer to your problems for he had problems of his own. He struggled continually with the carnal nature and the elements of this world. So what made him so effective? It was the struggle itself, because people do not need to see the greatness of another person, but the greatness of God. When we trust Him, He alone is the solution to our struggles. By seeing Paul in his weakness, they could see the greatness of God.
We often slip into the thinking that it is our strength, or wisdom or our presentation that conveniences and convicts others to come to Christ. In reality, that may be the very thing that stands in the way of them trusting God for that is the job of the Holy Spirit. Even if we could persuade them by our efforts then they would become dependent upon us instead of God and their faith in us would not help them, but would be a hindrance to their faith in God.
But there is another purpose in God’s plan beyond our usability, and that is our own growth. Note that Paul specifically stated that it was for our own faith that would bring stability with God. It is encouraging to see faith work for someone else but it is life changing when faith works in our own life. Like the adage “give a man a fish and you feed him for a day, but teach a man to fish and you feed him for life.”, so it is with faith. Show a man faith and he has the pattern, but when he proves God for himself he has hope and promise.
Faith in God only comes after the old nature has been subdued. The reason for this is that our old nature fights to be in control and the conflict is not won until the old nature is overcome. This is a task that we cannot accomplish through any natural means and it requires supernatural power which we do not have until we place our faith in Him. John 1:12 But as many as received Him, to them gave He power to become the sons of God, even to them that believe on His name. The struggle is necessary for the individual to release his grip on the controls and take his place as a passenger on this journey to forever. We do not have the wisdom nor the skills to navigate life successfully. The struggle is within us and the victory is won by surrendering to the Lord as our pilot (Savior) by trusting Him to get us home safely. In our weakness, we are made strong and in our coming under His control we are saved.